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New post tonight.

Why? Because I read Alex’s post. Living in a house with four roommates is not what i thought it would be. At all. I find myself in my room the majority of the time. Can I just say this to … Continue reading

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I was reading my past blogs and have come to this realization: when i feel sad, i like to write. I’m like Ernest Hemingway minus the pistol. I have been thinking I want to go on antidepressants. But I’m nervous. … Continue reading

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I am okay.

I feel like everyone gives me less credit than I deserve. I can pretend like everything is alright, all the time. I’ve told people that I am happy, and it’s partially true. I’m not not happy. Nor am I totally … Continue reading

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What I need. Hell, what I want.

I know. I know. That I am supposed to be taking this entire semester to think about me. But, seriously, what does everyone think I am doing? I’ve come to the realization that no one reads this. And I’m actually … Continue reading

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The Morning After.

I didn’t know it would be this hard to make your dreams come true. The truth is, it’s the hardest thing that I’ve ever done. I think that it’s the fact that I am so far away from where I … Continue reading

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February

February is traditionally the worst month for me. I’m not saying that it’s bad this month. But I am saying that it’s hard to be here with so many people and yet I feel so… alone. I’m helpless. I know … Continue reading

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I’m Back/ Goals for 2011.

So, I haven’t written. And I know it’s been a prolonged period of time. Maybe some of you have been waiting but most likely, few of you care. Each year, people complete the mundane task of making a list of … Continue reading

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Mind Boggling… Day 3.

When I first came to Ball State, I was lost. I had no idea where anything was. Nor who anybody was, including myself. And now, three years later, I’d like to say that I am an expert on the campus, … Continue reading

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Day 2…

All day long, i’ve been thinking about my next improvement. I started with thinking “I’ll intellectually better myself”. That’s an awesome start. But I think I need something more specific. So, I came up with this simple task: I will … Continue reading

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Makeover… Day 1.

I woke up this morning with the extreme desire to better myself. i looked into this feeling. And I’ve decided I need an all around makeover. So, until December 31, 2010, I will be blogging on here and telling you … Continue reading

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